Hello. My name is paranoia. I am sensitive to every twinge, pang, cramp, sneeze, cough, crap, and fart. Every bodily function leads me to believe the three little embies have left their nest. Sneezed - there they go. That pushed them out. Coughed - bye bye. Big long pee - they're riding the yellow river out out and away.
This sucks. I can't stop thinking and dwelling on it. Everything seems like an omen. Went out to lunch yesterday. First time leaving the apt in 2 days. Got a shirley temple. Yes, waitress, I am eight. Came with three cherries. THREE. Place has peanuts. My first had THREE in it. Can I over dramatize any more? Probably.
Anyway, thought I would update I'm in the 10 day wait and dying. Hmph. Back to over thinking and finishing the laundry I've put off forever.......
5 comments:
Three cherries and three peanuts... Sounds like you're getting some good signs from the universe :)
Continuing to send you sticky thoughts. Try to relax. I know, easier said than done. Just know that there are people out here who are rooting for you!
One thing that I remember hearing re: embies & uterus and "losing" what has been put inside: Your uterus is like a deflated baloon. It will naturally stay closed & the embies are placed way up high. They will not leak out. This is what I heard. Try not to worry. (Yeah right).....
Take care. XO
Paranoid is my middle name.
I do hope you at least enjoyed your shirley temple! I haven't had one of those since I probably was 8!
Just started reading your blog. I hope your wait goes by quickly and you have a BFP to be paranoid about soon!
I'm loving the signs from the universe too.
And yes, you KNOW that they won't come out, right? But wouldn't it be easier if you could spend the entire 2ww on your head? Or at least just lying down???
Hang in there- I am hoping for you! And loved your comment on my blog today - this IS a ride for sure.
GOOD LUCK!!!
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