Wednesday, March 05, 2008

It's Over

I packed up all his things and loaded the car last night. I gave him all the clothes, even some that he won't fit soon. I cleaned up his high chair and packed that, too.

This morning was like any other morning. We got up. We drank our bottle. We played.

We went to the store so I could buy him more formula. I also bought a six pack.

I took him to MGM home and got there early.

I unpacked the car while she held him.

I didn't realize holding him when I got him out of the car would be the last time, but it was.

The CM showed up with the case aide and translated what all the stuff was.
She was listening, but I doubt she'll remember.

I hope she remembers to give him his bear at bed time.


Yondalla said...


I wish there were words that would comfort.

OHN said...

I wish I could heal that hole in your heart.

FosterAbba said...

I am sorry.

Innocent Observer said...

So sorry. It is so hard.

The only things I can think to say are those completely unhelpful comments that belittle the situation.

It just sucks! Ugh.


Bea said...

Hugs to you.

I hope she remembers the bear, too.


Treasured Grace said...

So very very tears are falling with yours.

Tricia said...

It's not right.

My Reality said...

I am so sorry, Steph.

Thinkning of you lots and wish there was something I could do.

beagle said...

Steph, I am so sorry.

hope548 said...

It breaks my heart. I can't imagine how difficult that was. Thinking of you.

Melissa said...

I'm. So. Sorry. My words will likely offer no comfort to you, but know that I'm thinking of you.

Amanda said...

I know there is nothing to say. Just know that we're here.

Be kind to yourself.